দিশারী পাব্লিক লাইব্রেরির সাহিত্য সংকলন "ধ্বনি"তে প্রকাশিত ছোট গল্প " গাছ বাবা " অডিও রূপে প্রকাশ করলাম আমার নতুন চ্যানেলে
কেমন লাগলো মতামত জানাবেন ...
Bits and pieces is what I have. I have never tried to comprehend the whole of myself at once.I know it will take time. In my journey towards self realization- be a witness and share your thoughts. This has been more than just my web log since May 2005. Some posts are copyright of Genesis Publishers.
দিশারী পাব্লিক লাইব্রেরির সাহিত্য সংকলন "ধ্বনি"তে প্রকাশিত ছোট গল্প " গাছ বাবা " অডিও রূপে প্রকাশ করলাম আমার নতুন চ্যানেলে
কেমন লাগলো মতামত জানাবেন ...
As a kid, I loved wearing Dad’s tan Oxford boots that were part of his Indian Police Service uniform and walking around the front verandah, where the shoe rack lived—outside shoes are not allowed indoors in my culture.
Growing up, I’ve realized it is not easy to be a father.
Those boots weren’t just leather and polish every day. They were long hours, quiet authority, and the weight of decisions he carried home without words. They were standing straight even when tired, choosing duty over comfort, and love expressed more through presence than praise.
Back then, I only felt their heaviness on my feet.
Now I understand the heaviness he carried every day—so I could walk freely, pretending to be him, not knowing how much of him was already walking ahead of me.
Pride is a spine—
Straight, deliberate, practiced.
It teaches you how to stand alone,
How to keep your name intact
Even when the wind insists otherwise.
Love asks you to bend.
Not in surrender,
But in offering—
Your throat exposed to the truth,
Your carefully folded dignity
Left on the chair like a coat
You forgot to pick up.
In love,
You want to be chosen
More than you want to be right.
You rehearse silence.
You forgive early.
You shrink the ache so it fits
Inside a smile.
Pride wants symmetry—
Equal effort, equal ground,
A ledger that balances at night.
Love is terrible at accounting.
It overpays.
It tips too much.
It stays even when
The music has already stopped.
You say you’ll walk away.
You don’t.
You say you deserve better.
You wait.
Because love teaches a dangerous math:
That being seen
Is worth being unarmored,
That losing face
Is sometimes the price
Of keeping a heart.
And maybe that’s why it’s hard—
Not because pride is weak,
But because love is a brave,
Reckless act
That asks you to choose connection
Over control.
Pride keeps you whole.
Love risks breaking you open.
And still—
You lean in.
দিশারী পাবলিক লাইব্রেরির সাহিত্য সংকলন "ধ্বনি" --
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Nyra stood on the skybridge, purple hair darkened by the drizzle. Below her, traffic streamed like veins of light, autonomous cars gliding in obedient lines. Holographic billboards flickered faces and promises she had learned to ignore.
She held the shard—thin, translucent, alive with scrolling glyphs. Not glass. Not quite data either. Memory.
The shard pulsed once, recognizing her biometrics, then unfolded a truth the city had buried.
Nyra Vale had been designed to forget.
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