It's like waking up to a new dawn after a beautiful dream..No regrets.No complaints.
Just a feel good feeling after it's over...& the golden rays of sun kissing your eyes-reluctant to wake up..
I knew it was too good to last too long...
I always knew I 'm too independent to be in a relation...& I loved him to much to be myself...
If you are being rational and being in love-you are not in love at all...
I could have become amorphous in his hands & let him mould me..
I could have been somebody else..
But never before have I felt a stronger urge to be "me"
What life holds ahead-I do not know.
Somewhere while treading on untreaded path -somehow while trying to invent my destiny I might come across him again-waiting for me..
But until then I can't afford the luxury of romance-this is my relation-& I'm not going to disgrace it by being a nobody.
I'll wait...till I"ve become "ME"
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Sometimes..I don't make sense to myself..but I guess it's this overpowering necessity to let out what is inside me..in words ..that I am addicted to...
what a life u lead! just amazing...
sometimes short posts are fraught with meaning
this is one of them
@pdey
:)
@zoxcleb
LOl.....but y?
to be able to say things like this... with such deep significane to them.
and to do so regularly... takes a lot of courage.
@zoxcleb
n with the peril of being misunderstood... I guess..tht's the scariest part..
@ganty
Thx :)
scary, yes; but also interesting in the sense that u see how others see the same events.
who knows, it could open ur eyes to a whole new perspective.
@zoxcleb
That is my endeavour...
hmmm....
shall try to be of more use then.
Moments that slide by unknowingly have the power in them to mould us into sth else...
@Siddhartha
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@zoxcleb
Thanks :)
@Manish
True..very true..
Nice place you've got here :)
@Xineohp
Thx...:)
lovely words pal..could even call it a sermon..to be in love with ypu that some one must be a some body..
@Shashi
yes..it works both ways..I might sound too worldly..but honestly..I can't be in love with a non-entity...
If I am merciless to myself..I can be so to anybody...
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