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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Being "me"

It's like waking up to a new dawn after a beautiful dream..No regrets.No complaints.
Just a feel good feeling after it's over...& the golden rays of sun kissing your eyes-reluctant to wake up..

I knew it was too good to last too long...
I always knew I 'm too independent to be in a relation...& I loved him to much to be myself...

If you are being rational and being in love-you are not in love at all...

I could have become amorphous in his hands & let him mould me..
I could have been somebody else..

But never before have I felt a stronger urge to be "me"

What life holds ahead-I do not know.
Somewhere while treading on untreaded path -somehow while trying to invent my destiny I might come across him again-waiting for me..

But until then I can't afford the luxury of romance-this is my relation-& I'm not going to disgrace it by being a nobody.

I'll wait...till I"ve become "ME"

20 comments:

Aparna Ganguly said...

Sometimes..I don't make sense to myself..but I guess it's this overpowering necessity to let out what is inside me..in words ..that I am addicted to...

zoxcleb said...

what a life u lead! just amazing...

ganty said...

sometimes short posts are fraught with meaning
this is one of them

Aparna Ganguly said...

@pdey
:)

Aparna Ganguly said...

@zoxcleb
LOl.....but y?

zoxcleb said...

to be able to say things like this... with such deep significane to them.

and to do so regularly... takes a lot of courage.

Aparna Ganguly said...

@zoxcleb
n with the peril of being misunderstood... I guess..tht's the scariest part..

Aparna Ganguly said...

@ganty
Thx :)

zoxcleb said...

scary, yes; but also interesting in the sense that u see how others see the same events.

who knows, it could open ur eyes to a whole new perspective.

Aparna Ganguly said...

@zoxcleb
That is my endeavour...

zoxcleb said...

hmmm....
shall try to be of more use then.

Anonymous said...

Moments that slide by unknowingly have the power in them to mould us into sth else...

Aparna Ganguly said...

@Siddhartha
Deleted a comment?

Aparna Ganguly said...

@zoxcleb
Thanks :)

Aparna Ganguly said...

@Manish
True..very true..

Ankan said...

Nice place you've got here :)

Aparna Ganguly said...

@Xineohp
Thx...:)

passer by said...

lovely words pal..could even call it a sermon..to be in love with ypu that some one must be a some body..

Aparna Ganguly said...

@Shashi
yes..it works both ways..I might sound too worldly..but honestly..I can't be in love with a non-entity...

Aparna Ganguly said...

If I am merciless to myself..I can be so to anybody...