Even an eternal optimist like me can be pinned down n feel blue...
It is one of those moments when u feel nihilistic...u want to deny all existence n scream...so that the rest of the world might hear ur expression of anguish n realise the pain u r going through..at least a bit of it...
I sometimes wonder..why do I get so easily perturbed?Why do I care for someone who doesn't have an iota of faith in me..???
WHY ?WHY???
I wish my fingers could bleed while I 'm typing this out...
I get weird ideas when I am blue...
A friend suggested I should see many beautiful things around us are blue....this sky, oceans and our blue planet....
Well this is what I usually do..turn to Mother Nature for solace...
But nothing seems to be working today...
I know time is the greatest healer...n by evening when I'm freaking out with my friends probably I'll not even remember that I had to hear those unkind,untrue words..and even scripting this blog is helping me...as it is venting my frustrations...sorry readers...it was just a selfish blog..but I know many of u can empathise with me..we all have our shares of griefs..of those cruel moments when we feel we have been unfairly treated by some one who matters...
But certainly I am not going to sit n sulk...(not for a long time that is...)
Life is rich n it has more to offer than I can ask for...
Will try n ask for what I have forgotten to...
Till the next blog...
Take care
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5 comments:
Hello Aparna,
I have ben going through your posts, and instead of reading this first i read the later ones.
This is my first visit, and in your writings i find the wedge that had been lodged inside me for a long time.
You articulate very well, do read my blog sometime. the emotional content is not much different.
And ohh yes! I have mentioned it before, in another comment, but I am your blogs namesake!
And blue, is just my color.
LIFE MOVES ON.......Never regret
What you see is not always what it is,
What you feel is not always true,
What you want is not always the destiny.
This is the curse,
This is the gift
This is adulthood.
LIFE moves on my friend.
Never regret......Never ever.
Nila mere dil ka haal hai
Lagta tum pe kamal hai (From KHNH)
Ab band bhi karo gussa hona
Is gusse se sabka haal behal hai
Hanson, Gaoo, Muskuraooooo
Taki ye gussa phir kabhi na Ho.....
(from me)
Hey bad poem, but the message is try to be kool. Don't worry be happy & Enjoy........
be cool? do this do that watch the sky?
I say be yourself, if you feel blue and then realise you dont want to, face it and fight it. dont divert your mind, question the WHY, why is it that you go blue sometimes, I havent read your post attentively, looked at the coments and had to spurt this out.
since you are into sorting men's behaviours on their star sign, I have to say, you show the typical straits of a virgo woman!
If I appear insolent in the messages I post, accept my apologies.
i dont know if its in context... but i think its sublime...
nothing is so good it lasts eternally...
perfect situations, must go wrong...
but that has neve ryet preveneted me...
for wanting far too much for far too long...
cf: Chess
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